Selasa, 24 Januari 2012

The Sweetest Thing


you know.. when you send an event invitation on fb and it automatically appear around the fb even to people unknown to you? i never had the chance to make that yet, but its get annoying when 30 invitations line up on my sidebar and i have wonder whos this guy / whos this girl ? 30 times over.i made it an effort to check the invites one by one.thats how i came across this particular wedding invitation..omg...who's getting married this?..(apparently everyone already married hahh !! hahaa..),tried  to know further i browsed the sender's pics.hmm..nice looking guy. actually, {good looking guy}! i wonder whos the lucky girl marrying him? so i browsed the girl too..

here it is..
eheemm.. dont be mad at me? lets just say the girl, she wasnt the prettiest of people.she was pimply and spotty.her teeth oh dear, .her fashion need make over, she had a very unique style, want to show she is very confident no matter what she wear, or how she looks..looking at her pictures, of course on first impression i couldnt help myself  to make a few judgmental points.not nice yeah? huhu. sorry but after a while it got me thinking.then suddenly i felt a glance of, well, jealousy.this guy had an album full of his fiancee's pics.they were all in her imperfect, unpretty self..smiling, posing,just being herself. some photos even edited for some effect, adding captions and frame, but never removing the pimples or spots and never trying to hide the imperfect smile. it was so sweet, the guy made a real effort to make the pictures beautiful by editing them, never changing the girl he loved. then he publishes everything to the world and announce this is the girl that i love, with all my heart and im proud of her! He obviously likes something about her..

i thought that beautiful people are only meant to be with beautiful people.. because actually we like to see something beautiful.. but i was wrong ,, gorgeous guys knew what they wanted, and they found them in those girls that they held close.. they found both their soulmate and best friend. and gorgeous guys look for other more important things than a pretty face.. There are many women who do not get much attention, or not as much as others. guys will be surprised with how much fun they can have with a woman who appreciates the attention and affection someone gives her, as opposed to some woman who thinks she deserves the world...

good for you {good looking guy}, for loving your girl truly madly deeply and not being afraid of it.no doubt he is extreamly proud of her. thats why he married her. that was totally the ultimate point of envy for me.haha.. no no no.. i am happy for them..

Minggu, 22 Januari 2012

50 / 50

hey guys.. i will share one of good movie that i had watched lately.. the tittle is 50/50... its about : Adam is a 27 year old writer of radio programs and is diagnosed with a rare form of spinal cancer. With the help of his best friend, his mother, and a young therapist at the cancer center, Adam learns what and who the most important things in his life are... acctually the story about journey with cancer rather than a love story.. in the begining i expected to see the sweet sweet love story that make this movie one of the best romantic movie, but i am wrong.. a whole movie is comedy drama.. hahaaa.. the main character ( Joseph Gordon-Levitt ) really has innocent face, when you see him in bald you definitely presume he is suffering cancer.. i found some  dialogue from this movie and i thought is really nice.. here we goes..

Adam: A tumor?
Dr. Ross: Yes.
Adam: Me?
Dr. Ross: Yes.
Adam: That doesn't make any sense though. I mean... I don't smoke, I don't drink... I recycle...
** see.. cancer isnt choose the one whom have bad habit like smoke, drunk .. it can be happened to anyone..


Adam: See, but... that's bullshit. That's what everyone has been telling me since the beginning. "Oh, you're gonna be okay," and "Oh, everything's fine," and like, it's not... It makes it worse... that no one will just come out and say it. Like, "hey man, you're gonna die."
** yeah guys, would be better to telling the truth then telling a lie even is white lie..


Kyle: She doesn't blow you?
Adam: ...She doesn't like to.
Kyle: Of course she doesn't like to. No one likes putting a dick in their mouth.
** hahaaa, its really true.. No one likes putting a dick in their mouth. its just selfish thing.. only one person who feels satisfied.. the other just work it out..


Adam: What were you doing when I called? Were you on facebook?
Katherine: You know... umm... stalking my ex-boyfriend actually isn't the only thing I do in my free time.
Adam: I wish you were my girlfriend.
Katherine: Girlfriends can be nice. You just had a bad one.
Adam: I bet you'd be a good one.
** yeahh,, dont do the silly thing with check ur ex bf facebook account all day long.. if that so, ur not gonna forget him.. and its would getting worse.. why care with people which didint cares  you anymore..


Rachael: Why am I the bad guy?
Kyle: Because you're his girlfriend, you cheated on him, and he has fucking cancer, you lunatic!
** i am barely know meaning of lunatic from this movie.. it isnt sounds  like rough word.. hahaa..

Rabu, 11 Januari 2012

Its not ritualistic but its we call spirituality..


I found one interview from people who became infidel.. many questions which he answered with good and perfect but then i found this question.. 


X : As a Muslim, you had a pretty strict lifestyle, in terms of making sure you are praying at certain times of the day and they are faithful to it. Coming from something that is so strict [Islam] to something that is more about you and your relationship [Christianity], how did your lifestyle change? 


Y : It really changed tremendously because now I can pray to God whenever I want to pray to Him. It doesn’t have to be a certain time and I don’t have to face in a certain direction. I didn’t have to say the same prayer every time I pray. It is more intimate where if I want to just talk to God I can get down on my knees and talk to Him. Every time you pray as a Muslim it is the exact same prayer, you have to pray at certain times. It is more ritualistic in my opinion... 


wow.. if i could argue with him and then i would say..
Why Should We pray regularly? this Question will be a question that cliche and meaningless to those who believe that brain is the only instrument to find the truth, for those who believe that religion is the same, for those who are accustomed to resell the laws of God with money and opportunity. For them all the prayers is a spirituality of worship are only wasting time and fooling themselves... BUT for those who believe that life is a commandment and covenant, then the prayer is not just spirituality but become a necessity and an obligation that must be lived in any condition.. and i tell you.. whenever you need help from Allah you dont have to wait till the time comes up.. you just need to pray in where you are, in your heart.. because Allah is near.. if you think prayer is ritualistic when you were in islam and then i think  you did not read the Quran properly... 

Sabtu, 07 Januari 2012

Anger...

i just got found good lesson from here : 
Anger — A Buddhist Story One day, the Buddha and a large following of monks and nuns were passing through a village. The Buddha chose a large shade tree to sit beneath so the group could rest awhile out of the heat. He often chose times like these to teach, and so he began to speak. Soon, villagers heard about the visiting teacher and many gathered around to hear him. One surly young man stood to the side, watching, as the crowd grew larger and larger. To him, it seemed that there were too many people traveling from the city to his village, and each had something to sell or teach. Impatient with the bulging crowd of monks and villagers, he shouted at the Buddha, "Go away! You just want to take advantage of us! You teachers come here to say a few pretty words and then ask for food and money!" But the Buddha was unruffled by these insults. He remained calm, exuding a feeling of loving-kindness. He politely requested that the man come forward. Then he asked, "Young sir, if you purchased a lovely gift for someone, but that person did not accept the gift, to whom does the gift then belong?" The odd question took the young man by surprise. "I guess the gift would still be mine because I was the one who bought it." "Exactly so," replied the Buddha. "Now, you have just cursed me and been angry with me. But if I do not accept your curses, if I do not get insulted and angry in return, these curses will fall back upon you—the same as the gift returning to its owner." The young man clasped his hands together and slowly bowed to the Buddha. It was an acknowledgement that a valuable lesson had been learned. And so the Buddha concluded for all to hear, "As a mirror reflects an object, as a still lake reflects the sky: take care that what you speak or act is for good. For goodness will always cast back goodness and harm will always cast back harm."


Rabu, 04 Januari 2012

Skin that I live in 2011



A brilliant plastic surgeon, haunted by past tragedies, creates a type of synthetic skin that withstands any kind of damage. His guinea pig: a mysterious and volatile woman who holds the key to his obsession.
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Director: Pedro Almodóvar
Writers: Pedro Almodóvar (screenplay), Agustín 
Almodóvar (collaboration), and 1 more credit »
Stars: Antonio Banderas, Elena Anaya and Jan Cornet



i had done watched this movie.. this film tells about facial surgery and transplantasi gender. Antonio Banderas play a rather unhinged scientist who is keeping a beautiful young woman prisoner in his home while using her as a human guinea pig for a new type of synthetic human skin. basicly i dont like Antonio Banderas too much because he is always look as father face for me.. even when he was 25 years old.. hahaa.. but i admit it he has a seductive eyes, nose and lips.. from all the movie the one that i really amazed is the actress who play as vera cruz (Elena Anaya). her body fantastic , if i have body like her i going to walk naked all day long hahaa... but poor for her because mostly this movie explore her body from head to toe..  I know all the naked scene to do for support originality of this movie but why women always be the object ?.. start fromthe clothes that she used throughout the film. its extreamly thin and look likes she isnt wearing anything. and then the scene where vera raped by criminal actors, vulgar.. and then when Antonio Banderas holding her breasts to prove whether it sensitive or not.. crapp.. The camera intimately caresses her face and her body. a whole story is quit good for me but come on.. !! too much naked scene yo... honestly i like it because i know sex is the most interesting thing in this world.. (haha.. correct me if i am wrong ?? ) but i rather be chosen movie that have polished and beautifully nuance... and is not to be Undressed.. thats all i have.. i give 5,5 for this Movie.. 

Blanket your heart


Sekilas nonton acara gossip di tivi.. background music-nya muterin lagunya once yang judulnya selimut hati.. dalam mulut ikut bersenandung ehh.. kok ngerasa lagunya enak yah.. * baru nyadar padahal tu lagu udah lama.. googling dikit trus baca liriknya.. weww... touchiii sangaddd.. hahaa..


karna gw lagi berkomitmen pada diri sendiri untuk berusaha  improve my english , then i will translate the lyric for you guys.. enjoy it.. here we goes


i will be your night
It becomes your dreams
And blanket your heart who frozen
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I do become your stars
will always shine
And remove the sense of missing who melancholy
[Reff]
I was able to become what you wish for
To become what you dreamed of
But I could be him
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I'll be your morning dew
That it soothes your soul
And do wash your heart who withered
[Reff]
Leave your past moment
Give a little time
To me ..
To convince you 
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I'll be your night
It becomes your dreams
And blanket your heart
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blanket your heart
blanket your heart
blanket your heart
Blanket your heart ..

Senin, 02 Januari 2012

Strength is all you need


You may think he was the best thing that ever happened to you, but if he isn’t treating you right what is the point.
Sometimes you think that he is the only one, I know I have been through it, but when you find the right guy you will know it.
If he loves you he’ll show it, if he truly loves you, you’ll know it, and if it will last forever you will never doubt it.
True love is sacred. Some find it, some don’t and some live a life pretending they found it in a love they know doesn’t exist.
It’s not easy to forget someone- you may never forget him… But you can learn from it. Everything in life is a lesson- what you take from what you learned is what is important. If something did or didn’t happen, it did or didn’t for a reason. Sometimes it takes a heart break to learn what we really need and want in life- and its those who don’t stop until they have just that 100% who truly succeed. You may no longer have that person, but you have the lesson, the will power, the knowledge, and the reason to find someone THAT MUCH BETTER!
and i have found someone much better.. A part of him has grown in me, together forever we shall be, never apart, maybe in distance, but not in the heart...