Jumat, 17 Februari 2012

Positive Immpression at my Work Place

hey guys.. I'll tell you my first week  impression of my new office.. Moving into a new office can be stressful but with my little effort i could have a productive and  harmonious relationship with my new office friends.. when i came for the first time there, i feel cozy and quiet. its tottaly different with my previous office.. you know.. actually i am not the kind of "cuwawaan" person who can  quickly socializing with peoples around me.. so, when i meet new people in my new office i felt awkward and embarrassed.. not because they cant accepted me.. theres nothing wrong with them, theres something wrong in me.. for me first impressions are important, i dont want they judging me for whole my entire life just  in 3 second i meet them for the first time.. i wanna make they  have good impression about me , have strong opinions about me, thats why i  need to be right, but i think there are many things going wrong hahaa...

here we goes, 
i told u , i've changed department and position .. i am not handling booking / service for customer anymore.. its means i do things than i had never done before.. got it !!! i dont know the system, the terrain, the term, and all those things.. i didnt say i dizzy about it, bucause in a fact I do not know what to do, i dont have a clear vision about what should i do in my new job.. whereas i am usually busy on my job at my old office.. thats why i feel like a dumb when i dont know what to do anymore.. and its getting worst when my boss wasnt in their place to be.. just like 5 minute there then 5 minute lost, then back again then lost again.. WTH boss.. !!!  I am confused to whom I should ask.. you should telling me .. a  b c d -- z about my job descriptions..


the second thing i realise is this office dont have refreshing area and they dont have dining room.. we all eat and rest on the desk.. hahaaa,, sometime its getting messy.. and what else,, !!! you know what ??? all the computers there could not detect the flask disk because they afraid virus affected their system.. hahaa, i think its funny , because mostly they work in dynamic pattern who should them go moving defferent place everyday.. and data transfered is impossible there.. they just using email with limited quota for transfered.. but i think its no issue, because it has been like that a  long before I came.. 


despite it all, I feel lucky to be accepted at the office, because my life may be stagnant with no improvements before, but i do really hope i will be something on my new office.. i'm happier where i am now. i actually look forward to go to work. that's why i smile more often now.... hahaaa.. please don't be unhappy for me, or try to make me unhappy coz my life is amazing just the way it is :) gonna be spending many years here... super duper excited, i hope it'll be lotsa fun!,

Senin, 13 Februari 2012

Why Am I Suddenly Feeling Depressed ?

i was boring when i just spend my off day with sleep and watching movies. and having to remain in bed for a day or two. i am not sick – not really. i am just feel theres no one can makes me happy.. i rather choose sleep then talking with peoples,  theres must be something wrong with me.. I'm usually a nice person, though I have had my moments in life where I have been mean to others that don't deserve it... I feel physically exhausted and my mind has never been so focused in my life... I just want to know am I crazy or is what I feel basis something that could be honestly natural ?.  is there a way that I can figure out how to handle these things? I always worried about something but I do not really know what i am worried about..


but, actually.. i have one thing that bothering my mind.. but its just the one from all those things that i dont know it is..  its  most painful thing because i losing myself in the process of loving someone too much, and forgetting that i am special too.  Yes, i help others; but i didnt help myself.. In life i realize that there is a purpose for everyone i meet.  Some will test me, some will use me and some will teach me... and i do really love this one guy who always Test me, Use  me and Teach me to being freely with my self.. i do love him so much... but unfortunately he dont love me back.. just tired of doing the same things to win his heart over and over without take a break.. 

Minggu, 12 Februari 2012

Do Not Worry about Tomorrow

tomorrow is my first day on my new office, i am tensed and  exciting at the same time.. tense because Starting tomorrow I'm on a different division, totally different to what I was doing before. will be in marketing communication division.. but i really excited too because its means i will have new space, new co-worker, new deadline , new boss, and new euphoria... hahaa, and i miss my friends on my old office already.. we're promises that we will meet often.. and stay keep in touch.. as my friend says " time will heal and makes us stronger"......thank you for being supporting friends guys.. I feel like I have a renewed strength and I feel very optimistic about my future. I'm happy that I can focus my energy now on my future instead of fixing my past... gtg 4 sleep ,, caoww..

Selasa, 07 Februari 2012

Pictures Talks..

its really cute.. isnt it ?? i wanna pic like this hahaa..
oooohh thats so true.. and i am proud of being women
please Sir..... ''Dont get mad, coz you gonna see lot f Women idea in that room.
Tump'z up 4' the  Kid. Hahaha.... :D

yes , enjoy it and faced it
yeahhh... but sometime my hair when i wake up is the best hair style ever.. haha

LOVE DOES NOT HAVE AGE, COLOR, SIZE OR PERSONALITY ♥

thats sooooooooooooo me,..
oohhh,, should i leave him ??
hahaaa,, i think thats not happend to me