You !!

Dunia ini berwarna warni.. ada merah, kuning, biru dan hijau.. Tak ada kelabu apalagi hitam.. Semua jadi indah Ceria.. Karena... kamu... ;D

I really wanna ask you this everyday.. What are you doing? What do you think? what happened today? What did you eat ? you sleep well? Do you dream of us? Do you miss me? ;)

Forget it

Assalamualaikum, 

Suatu hari, seorang peminum arak menegur sesuatu kepada sayidina Umar r.a. Beliau dengan berlapang dada menerima teguran tersebut. Orang yang melihat keadaan tersebut berasa pelik. Lalu mereka bertanya: “Wahai Amirul Mukminin, kenapa kamu menerima teguran dia, sedangkan dia seorang peminum arak?” Saiyidina Umar r.a. menjawab; “Ya dia berdosa karena meminum arak, tetapi tegurannya kepadaku adalah benar."

Biasanya, manusia tidak suka kepada teguran karana dalam diri manusia itu ada sifat ego. Sedikit atau banyaknya ego itu bergantung bagaimana kita menerimanya. Namun, walau setinggi mana pun ego kita, kita perlu menerima teguran yang membawa kebaikan kepada kita.

Diriwayatkan Tamim al-Dari r.a. Bahawa Nabi s.a.w. bersabda : “Agama adalah nasehat.”Kami pun bertanya: “Untuk siapa wahai Rasulullah?” Jawab Baginda: “Untuk Allah, kitab-Nya, rasul-Nya, pemerintah-pemerintah umat Islam dan orang Islam.” (Riwayat Muslim)

Saya sedang menerima teguran, teguran yang saya terima sebagai nasehat tepatnya. 
Hakikatnya, hati ini tidak suka menerima arahan. Ah kerasnya jiwa ini !!  
diri  ini tidak suka dipandang rendah. Diri ini penuh dengan ego.. 
Allah, jangan jadikan saya hamba yang lemah. Jangan jadikan saya orang yang menjaga hubungan dengan Mu namun menyakitkan hati orang sekeliling. Jangan biarkan hati ini mengeras. Jangan isikan hati ini dengan protes. Semua kelemahan yang mereka tahu dan nampak, saya mohon saya tak perlu memikulnya di akhirat nanti. Saya tahu, Kau memberi saya kelemahan ialah ujian buat saya, juga ujian buat orang sekeliling saya. Sayangnya, saya mengambil apa saja yang terjadi dalam hidup saya  ke dalam hati... beginilah saya..

Tidak semua hal mesti ikut sistem kita. Bukankah kita yang tak pernah ditegur kesalahan lebih berada di ambang bahaya? tidak ditegur bukan tiada kesalahan. tidak menegurpun bukan berarti dirimu betul. Seseorang yang menegur saya untuk membaiki saya. Thanks for that..
Memujuk diri sendiri... Jangan ikut emosi. Biarlah...

I am ikhlas to accept those correction. And i pray may u find and found the hikmah way. May we are all realise what we are doing. I tell what i feel, I speak what i think... I am just that i acknowledge what i feel. I cant say i am happy when i am hurt, but insyaAllah i will take those what happened as positive..

Wassalam,

Something Cheered me Up

Assalamualaikum, 

Yeah..  I feel a little bit on the great side.. Seems pouring your heart all out was really the right thing to do.. depressed is still a routine..but hey, good is good.. no more tempting to take a drug overdose or jumping from top floor.. I'am fine.. :D Something cheered me up on friday... I bought shoes today.. hehee

Tention. Stress. Strain... Gone.. !! hehe.. tapi lebih karena besok libur sihh.. jadi saya merasa bersemangat (Bersemangat untuk tidur seharian maksudnya.. hahaa..) Minggu ini minggu yang tidak terlalu mengecewakan.. Senin sampai Jumat lancar.. senang saya.. sebentar lagi ujian dan satu bulan full libur kuliah yeyy.. !! semangat semangat.. 

Last night's i had a dream, that was the second time I had a dream about someone who I did not see his face, however made up for everything.. I think the dream was much longer but i can only remember one part. a tall guy had a crush on me and accompanied me around a newly opened shopping mall somewhere. He pulled out my chair, He sat nicely beside me, let me do whatever..you must be asking Who is that ? honestly i don't remember much  but when i woke up hati ini rasanya senang sekali..*blushing blushing :D  why he was tall or so well ? I dont know, i have no idea.. i dont even remember his face.. i just happy with that much , i dont know .. i just did.. 

I am so looking forward to future dreams, walaupun by next week i wont remember a thing about them. Just please make them long and memorable with lots a sweet handsome guys haha.. Karena saya jarang mimpi jadi rasanya kalo saya mimpi yang menyenangkan.. bisa bikin mood saya baik seharian.. hehe.. Rasanya pengen nyanyi, tapi kan nyanyi gak boleh ya..jadi nyanyinya didalam hati aja,  kira-kira beginilah liriknya..

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am home again

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am whole again  

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am young again

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away, I will always love you

However long I stay, I will always love you

Whatever words I say, I will always love you

I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am free again

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am clean again

Ekh,, baru sadar ternyata ini postingan ke 101 saya.. flashback lagi baca-baca yang dulu dulu.. Ow ow ow.. ternyata saya lebih melankolis dari yang saya bayangkan.. hahaa.. malah  bisa dibilang over dramatic.. suka membesar besarkan sesuatu, apalagi menyangkut diri sendiri.. kalo kata orang sunda mah Geleuh yak.. :D Kadang saya merasa banyak sekali yang mau saya tulis ketika saya dijalan.. tapi pada saat jari jari ini didepan laptop.. hilang entah kemana tema-tema yang saya mau tulis itu.. cepat sekali lupa rasanya.. Sama seperti ketika ingin mengungkapkan sesuatu kepada seseorang atau lets say ketika presentasi deh.. kalo belum ketemu orangnya kan lancar tuh dikarang apa yang mau diomongin atau sebelum persentasi udah latihan apa yang mau dibahas tapi pas bertatapan langsung ( hari H-nya) lupa semua muanya... hahaa.. Kalo kata orang sih lupa itu akibat tidak berkonsentrasi dan tidak konsentrasi bisa diakibatkan karena kurang vitamin dan kurang olah raga.. hahha Bener sekali.. Saya memang jarang olang raga dan tidak pernah minum vitamin.. paling banter minum obat bintang tujuh kalo sakit panas.. itu juga mesti dipaksa-paksa dulu.. Karena saya selalu beranggapan kalo sakit itu sebenarnya sesuatu yang (apa ya bahasannya) hinggap atau berada sementara didiri kita, kalo kita tidak suka ya dia akan pergi sendiri.. Jadi kalo sakit nggak boleh dimanjain nanti sakitnya gak pergi pergi.. iya nggak sihh !! gitu kan yah.. #haha.. mencari pembelaan.. 

One time saya pernah nonton Tv, ada suatu program pernah ngebahas yang namanya "Atlet Memori".. Jadi dia bisa mengingat nama nama puluhan orang dengan sekali melihat wajahnya.. Ilustrasinya kaya si atlet memori ini sebelumnya melihat wajah beberapa puluh orang yang di dadanya sudah tertempel name tag namanya masing masing.. dia perhatikan satu-satu wajahnya dan namanya, beberapa menit kemudian dia di Tes kembali untuk menyebutkan wajah mana pemilih nama siapa.. dan amazing lho.. dia inget semuanya.. Padahal si atlet dan orang orang itu tidak saling mengenal sebelumnya.. Magic kan ya.. jadi memory yang kuat itu sebenarnya bukan anugrah ya.. bisa dilatih dan dipelajari.. Hebat sekalii.. :D

wahh.. waktu menunjukkan pukul 11.23 pm.. bantal saya sepertinya kangen kepada saya, izinkanlah saya menyambangi dia ya.. :) hehee.. bubye

Wassalam, 

W.R.O.N.G

Circumstances are wrong
Much Talking, its wrong
Smile, its wrong
Cry, its wrong
Call, its wrong
Quiet, its wrong
Prejudice, its wrong
Go out, its wrong
Uncovered, its wrong
Visit boy friends, its wrong
Spend time alone, its wrong
Watch TV, its wrong
Singing, its wrong
Listening music, its wrong
Diet, its wrong
Being Vegan. its wrong
Family planning, its wrong
Gain weight, its wrong
Talk on the phone, its wrong
Be aloof, its wrong
Attachments, its wrong
Desires, its wrong
Interests, its wrong
Putting photo on the net, its wrong
Applause, its wrong
Staring each other, its wrong
Tatto, its wrong
late night conversation, its wrong
Flirting, its wrong
Jeans, its wrong

you realize that your whole existence is WRONG
Why are you living after all!!!

I dont Like Comparisons

Assalamualaikum,

Comparisons - How much I try to keep myself away from this word!! The reason being I dont like it.. I dont like to compare anyone with anyone. But the truth is that the more I try to run away from it, the more it gets closer to me and stays with me.. It comes in every form in life and everywhere - home, office, among friends,... I guess it sometimes creeps into our love life as well....

My opinion is that everyone is an individual and has his own individual personality. You cant expect person A to behave in the same manner as person B.. Why cant we accept the person the way he is.. Why do we always compare him/her with someone else... ?

The biggest comparison that I saw recently was in someone's love life. How a friend of mine was comparing her boyfriend with her ex-boyfriend. Her present boyfriend dotes on her and does everything for her, one can dream of.  According to her, her Ex was really good looking and looks matter a lot.. I simply could not digest the fact that even though her Ex left her and is on his way to marry someone else, still she is comparing her present with her Ex.. It needed some amount of coaching to her, to make her realize that her present is not that bad, to change the way she thinks.

I have seen comparisons being made and voiced ever since I was in my office now. when first time i came there. Everyone always compares the first Dept Head HRD with Dept Head HRD in present. they said the current HRD is stingy, ignorant, lack of care, lack of attention, unfair, evil and bla bla bla.. for me actually, I do not have the right to compare them both. because when I entered the office, the old HR is no longer served. I can only make an assessment only for current HRD, and so far is sometimes I feel unfairly treated well .. but its ok, she is just doing a procedure that was supposed to run. Maybe I did not meet the qualifications set forth by it.. thats why in 2013 i have to prove it that i deserve to being one of Part in that company. not just the one work and earn money through it.. but the one have sanse on belonging to improve that company.. cemungudd.. cemunguddd...

If someone ever tries to compare me with someone, I shut my ears.. I cant hear anything and dont even want to hear.. I cant be that person and that person cant be me.. So let the two remain, the way they are... I dont say that I am perfect.. I dont even intend to be... I am just me.. I dont like comparisons and dont do it myself.. I prefer to keep them away as much as possible, at least try to.....

Wassalam,

Ask Me Anything! Seriously… Anything

Assalamualaikum, 
I truly want to use this as an opportunity to connect with you and need to take yourself to the next level closer to me.. Here.. A little bit about Me in Questions

• Were you named after anyone ? Saya nggak tahu tepatnya yang memberi nama, either ummi or Abah. just name of the day I was born on... 
• What is your Real name ? I just have single name : Aisyah. Fabrianti just the name i using to communicate with online people and Karena 4 tahun yang lalu saya punya pacar dengan nama belakang mirip seperti itu dan sama sama lahir dibulan februari, jadi dia mau saya gunakan nama itu.. voilaa.. terbawa sampe sekarang. 
• When was the last time you cried ? Tepatnya 2 hari  lalu ketika ada teman sekantor yang sudah tidak lagi kerja di tempat saya bekerja saat ini. 
• Do you have kids ? No, I even married yet.. but i relly relly wanna have my own baby
• Do you use sarcasm ? Kadang Kadang ya.. 
• Would you bungee jump ? Mau bangetttt.. i am waiting for it..
• What is your favorite ice cream ? Biasanya sih rasa coklat, tapi belakangan ini lagi suka banget sama ice cream kacang ijo.. haha .. tiap ada kesempatan , beli .. yummy tummy..
• What is the first thing you notice about people ? Wanginya, saya suka orang yang wangiii.. 
• Red or pink ? Lebih suka warna merah, tapi sebenarnya saya suka warna warna pastel.. terkesan lebih elegan dan manis (kaya saya hehehe..)
• What is your least favorite thing about yourself ? Yang saya suka dari diri saya,, banyakkkk.. haha narsis.. yang saya suka banget sii, kemandirian saya.
• Who was the last person you talked to on the phone ? Satu orang yang nama kontaknya Masyaallah di handphone saya.. 
• Been kissed ? Iya lah,, boong kalo saya jawab nggak.. 
• Do you wear contacts ? Saya pakai kacamata sejak kelas 3 SMP dan sampai saat ini masih.. waktu kuliah pake contact lens beberapa bulan tapi karena saya males copot pake copot pake alhasil mata iritasi dan sejak itu kapok  pake contact lens.
• What is your favorite Food ? Sebenarnya saya nggak ada masalah sama makanan apapun (kecuali Jengkol, Pete, Babat), tapi bukan juga tipe orang yang menganggap semua makanan enak dan enak banget.. cuma saya agak kurang suka sama ikan yang dibumbu kuning gitu kesan basah.. saya lebih suka yang digoreng.. 
• How many times dating ? seinget saya sampe saya umur segini 4 kali.. normal donk 
• have you ever Cheat on your boyfriend ? yes, Once.. 
• Why Banana ? Sebenernya gini.. saya tu nggak banana holic banget, saya cuma suka liat warnanya.. bikin napsu makan kaya restoran Mc. D.. dan nggak usaha juga tiap hari beli pisang, kalo ada dimakan kala nggak ada ya udah.. Sebenernya nggak pisang doank saya juga suka Duren, Tomat, Nanas.. 
• What are the most interesting stuff ? Saya suka sepatu Flat, Bra and panties.. thats it.. the most cool stuff that ever made.. 
• What your Favorite sports ? I am not do a lot sport, i just love watch Boxing and Badminton. 
• Kenapa suka ganti-ganti DP yang nggak penting ? kebetulan saya suka Quotes2 yang memotivasi, jadi saya juga pengen yang liat DP saya ikut termotivasi.. gitu lho mbae.. :)
• Emang sekarang udah rajin sholat dan nggak bolong2 ? Saya nggak bilang begitu, tapi saya berusaha memenuhi 5 kali dalam sehari itu.. 
• Kenapa sekarang-sekarang jadi baca buku agama ? Seperti yang udah saya bilang sebelumnya, bahwa sebenernya saya nggak suka baca.. saya lebih suka menulis. tapi ternyata kalo kita mau tau suatu hal mau nggak mau kita harus membaca.. tapi semakin saya tau semakin saya bingung.. habis standarnya ganda, jawabannya beda2.. gak kompak.. Intinya gini, saya nggak mau ambil sympati siapapun karena saya membaca buku buku agama.. saya pikir.. hidup itu harus balance.. ya dunia ya akhirat.. walaupun dunia cuma sekecil sayap lalat atau tetesan air dijari , tapi tetep allah memberikan kita kesempatan hidup didunia ini walaupun sebentar jadi dipergunakanlah secara maksimal.. 
• Trus kenapa belom pake keruding sampe saat ini ? Kalo saya jawab belom siap , pasti jawabannya "nunggu apa ? nunggu kiamat ? " / Kalo jawab kerudungin hati dulu, pasti dibales "mana bisa hati dikerudungin.. " / Kalo saya jawab, yang udah pake kerudung juga masih banyak yang berbuat maksit .. pasti dijawab "itu urusan dia sama Allah nggak ada hubungannya sama kamu.." / Kalo saya jawab pake kerudung kan blm tentu solehah, pasti dijawab "at least dia lebih baik dari kamu udah menjalankan salah satu syariat agama" / Trus kalo saya jawab lebih extream karena saya nggak punya baju2 tangan panjang dan kerudung, pasti dibales "dangkal banget pemikiran kamu" Jadi kesimpulannya saya belom bisa jawab pertanyaan yang ini..
• Percaya nggak sama ungkapan jodoh ditangan Tuhan ? Percaya banget.. mangkanya saya selalu berusaha mengambilnya dari tangan Tuhan. 
• Kalo uangkapan Love at the first sight gimana ? Percaya juga.. karna saya akan tahu saya cinta kalo saya melihatnya.. 
• Trus cinta apa yang paling penting didunia ini ? Kalo jawabanya saya sih cinta orang tua kepada anak atau sebaliknya tapi jawaban yang paling bener adalah cinta manusia kepada penciptanya.. 
• Sekarang udah berenti nyanyi dan denger musik donk ya..? kebetulan belom, baru kemaren diajak karokean.. saya tahu didalam islam music hanya boleh diperdengarkan pada 3 kesempatan, yaitu pada hari Raya Idul Fitri, Hari raya Idul Adha dan Pada acara Walimahan.. ya tapiii balik lagii.. susah banget rasanya untuk ngilangin kebiasaan itu.. jujur saya masih belom bisa.. 

Segini aja pertanyaannya.. saya rasa sudah mewakili.. 

Wassalam :)

Sometimes Social Media Suck but You Need to Use it Anyway

Assalamualaikum..
How are you ? Have taken your Dinner ?? :D
Well.. now i want to tell you about social media.. yap social media like facebook, twitter, Orkut, My Space, Google Plus, Instagram, Molome and etc etc

While updating the status on one of the social networking site, I realized how much our lives are centered around them. Few years back, I remember how much one of my office friend pestered me to open an account on friendster. I found a lot of long lost friends through that site and I couldnt be more thankful for it.. Writing what we thingking, what we doing, uploading our latest pictures, giving latest information about ourselves is the norm, which also made it quite interesting.

At the same time, people could find other like-minded people through the site and make friends with them. There were communities which anyone could join, depending on their interest. People also get alerts about your birthday... This meant even if who didnt know about your birthday gets a chance to wish you.. I found this quite amusing.. There are a lot of people with whom you dont talk for the whole year.. Rather you never talk to them.. They are in your friend's list since you knew them at some point of time - may be through school, college, friend of friend, work place, hometown, it could be any reason.. 

I also realized that how these sites have become an important part of everyone in today's life.. Whatever is happening in your life, you dont have to tell everyone separately or call them or drop a mail.. Just update your status and the whole world knows about it... And then people may comment and like your status.. Infact that becomes a point of discussion sometimes. You can write what and how are you feeling, where are you going, what did you eat, what do you want to eat, what are you wearing, what do you want to buy.. Just about anything that you can think of.. No questions asked.. 

I am not sure if its good to have these sites.. Sometimes there is too much information floating on the net.. It does makes us vulnerable to identity thefts, with the information being misused.. Like I said, there are pros and cons in it, still we use them including myself. But from now,  I had deleted one of my social media.. not because not interesting anymore its more just made me "Kepo"... you know Kepo ? .. Kepo means want to know about something or someone, sometimes its good but sometimes is bad. One time I found a post that was very disturbing and indirectly hurting me.. unfortunately I can't do nothing about it, so I can just delete my account and hope never to find a post like that again.. 

The point is Sometimes Social Media Suck but You Need to Use it Anyway.. Why suck ? there are so many reasons, such as : It’s more of a place to interact with peers than to engage prospects, It’s full of self-promoters alias media narsis, It’s an easy way to waste a lot of time a.k.a bikin galau taukk.. haha... and last but not least No Privacy.. but also we need these media because many benefits we can take from it.. like i said before : social media help me found a lot of long lost friends, somehow for some people It’s an excellent way to find business partners, to increase knowledge from  page that we follow (any pages), can still keep contac with people in other parts of the world, and for me social media help me well trained my english.. see !! suck isnt it ? but still we need it.. 

Wassalam,