Share Some feelings..

Lately.. 3 month ago  since i met him in one of chat webside.. i really really impress and enjoy talking with him.. he is not just knew how to treat women. but he is respect in every manner and every nature that he passed away. everyday i am talking to him, we talked everything : what i am doing, what he doing, books, culture, music, movie but not politic or boys.. he didnt like it. he is totally smart dan i feel dumb when i speecless to answer what he asked. you know.. my english is not really good but he using his english like his mother language, and i hate when he didint understand what i said, i am trying so hard to say properly and obvious but its not enough, even when we want talked something hot topic,, we cant hahaaa.. ..  but i dont want to involve deeper and deeprer to virtual world that we dont know exactly that mean. i am just want to enjoy being people at the time. but i admit.. i am in love with him.. not as physicly, in love with the way he speak, the way he steal my heart, the way he makes me smile even my heart cry, the way he touching me with his word, the way he protecting me from peoples in his country, and last but not least is the way he taught my english... hahaaaa..

how could two peoples be so  intenst whereas they have never met ? in the begining i dont know.. but now i knew.. that word is special.. every word than comes up from you even someone there cant see ur face they still could feels if you speak that truely from ur heart.. thats no lie..because he can feels what i feels and it reverse to me.. really..!! i am not kidding...

and now.. everyday i miss him.. we are far far away, but we have a dream oneday we could meet in our secret place..hahaa..