Cybersex is simple harmless flirting

is true, isn't it ? 
I've never done cybersex before until I did it a few weeks ago.. and so far I feel good.. hahaa.. (its sound like i am god damn Bitch ).  at first time i always assumed that i will not talk about sex on the internet, because I feel sex should be discussed with the right person and the person is old enough to talk about it. because mostly people on-line lie about their age, weight, job, marital status and gender and all the people that I met on internet were not yet mature to talk about sex (in my opinion), and I decided to not talk about it.. until I met him..


We are living in dynamic times. Over one billion people in the world have access to the Internet. we go to the Internet for information, entertainment, relationships and support... i am done with that..I wanted something more challenging..and talk about sex turns out to be the most challenging thing on the internet i guess (hahaa.. now i sound like Double bitch) 


well you know.. Internet can make you addicted, anything that feels so safe and innocent. People can go anywhere, see almost anything, find out virtually anything, do anything and be anybody they want. internet is soooooooooo unlimited and infinity... I once read a book that tell is if we spend 2 hours a day when we were on the internet that means we've addicted.. and I think I was the one who's addicted hahaaa... but dont get me wrong !!  i am addicted is not because i have isolation from people or have personal problem or academic failure or something.. i am just come accros and i enjoy it..whether it is wrong ? come on.. 


i just feel better when talking with someone understand me on the internet, because this time I really felt lonely.. i need someone to talk.. but i know the limit, i am not the one who still online when i should being doing something else, i am not forgetting to eat, i am not forgetting to shower, even i am not forgetting to Pray.. but yes..i am checking my inbox or email before I sleep or when I wake up.. but its called normal you know.. everybodys does..


Do not negative thingking to me just because I'm writing this.. because I am not talking vulgar sex, I think of it as something romantic.. not vulgar at all.. i am not using my webcame, I never sent or exchanged nude photos, I never even say the "dirty word".... sex on the internet for me just like kissing and touching by online.. we just pretending to feel it but the truth is we do not feel anything. 


for me cybersex is simple harmless flirting,  its simple because i dont need social responsibility as a real world, if we dont like it we just Turn Off the notebook. its HarmLess because I'm safe and I will not get pregnant if i do it in cyberspace. its Flirting because once i talk about sex my partner will always respond me.. its really easy flirting.. hahaaa..