where all the money goes ?

nowadays.. i had been thingking that i do not have enough saving money as I planned 2 years ago.. damn.. where all the money goes ?.. like i said on my topic two weeks ago.. money can buy everything, Money is great to have as long as i manage and spend it wisely..but i never do that.. i waste it and i don’t even realize it.. money teach me to do what i want to do instead of what i have to do.. 



how ? why ?


every end of month.. everyone feel happy and always seen smiling.. because they knew that their account will recharge, thats perfect time for shopping.. i do same.. when i received message from my bank..  and its like a bell.. ting tong.. I need to do first is to pay my credit card bill, buy a package of internet, blackberry packages, refill pulse and the rest of it is I can use to buy things I do not really need.. hahaa.. see..!!! i even forget to save. I'm the one who's easy to spend money without thingking.. i will give u an example.. when i go to shop and once i see this line " buy 1 get 1 free" I feels like this is an opportunity that only comes one time..  so I did not buy one, I bought 3-5 items.. hahaa.. whereas I know that in fact I only need one.. my eyes just hangry of it..  not stop on that.. its getting worst, when i change my phone cell type three times a year, not because of broken, but because I was bored with the model..  

love lotions too much.. i have many of this

two cream of foot

two repellents lotions

really dissipation..

i have a lot of dream that i persue with my own money. i do decide to spend my hard earned money on something practical, useful, and meaningful. one of them is Travel to See the Significant People in my Life.. As time quickly passes, sometimes i forget how essential strong personal relationships  to my mental wellbeing.. The older we get the more we need true friends and family to be regular parts of our lives. second thing is Educate myself.. Use my money to purchase educational courses or books pertaining to my career.. get my brain fresh up.. even though i dont like riding but i would try to buy it as much..  because i want  look older, smarter and more emotionally mature .The third, Buy Meaningful Gifts for important People in my Life.. It doesn’t have to be their birthday..  i remember someone said "there is no better gift than an unexpected gift"  You will make them feel special... 

in order to realize my dreams.. I must have a key and principles to do so.. start from small thing.. I have to save money by this way.. Stop buying DVD, CD, Magazine, Newspaper and STOP go to CINEMA.. 

I have the internet package that should I pay each month..  This has been charging me, why do not I use the maximum way..  The same exact articles are online for free.  I can read them right now and I didn’t pay a dime.  all movies update could i download on one of webside that provide it.. all song that heard from radio could be easy download it with 4shared or mediafire.. its so damn easy and free on online.. stop buying shoes because I already have a lot.. Fix What Is Broken : its means Use my money wisely to fix and maintain my belongings... then STOP CULINARY and Prepared Foods.. Eating out is ridiculously expensive...i will  learn to cook and prepare my own food.  It’s not just cheaper, it’s healthier too... hahaa... STOP Nutritional Supplements : i dont need that.. i think enough with eat twice a day and  dont eat junk food..  It is impossible to maintain a healthy body and mind if you pump your body full of junk food.  because wise word says “You are what you eat " its means my health is my life. and last but not least.. do not use a credit card if it is not forced.. try to pay for everything with cash or debit card... 

STOP buy this Stuff.. Useless